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Not Knowing

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You always overreact to everything
And now you ask me why
I don't tell you anything
I keep everything inside

My friends tell me I'm lucky my mom is a therapist
But they don't know the half of it
So tired of her messing in my business
I've just learned to be independent

Just because I don't talk about boys
Doesn't mean I'm gay
It's just like you
to overcomplicate everything
I've always told you I want to be a medical doctor
When in reality, I want to be a singer
But I know
You'd ring my neck
If I ever ever ever told you that
So do you understand why I can't tell you anything
You'd be better off not knowing

I know you can never keep a secret
And now you expect me to say
Everything that's going on in my world
Well I'm sorry

My friends tell me they wish their mom was a therapist
But they don't know the half of it
But they don't know the half of it
So tired of her messing in my business
I've just learned to be independent

Just because I don't talk about boys
Doesn't mean I'm gay
It's just like you
to overcomplicate everything
I've always told you I want to be a medical doctor
When in reality, I want to be a singer
But I know
You'd ring my neck
If I ever ever ever told you that
So do you understand why I can't tell you anything
You'd be better off not knowing
Gah! Just recently my mom asked me if I was gay! and I was like no, what the heck! (no offense to any gay people out there) And then she was like "Well I mean you never talk to me about guys, so I just kind of suspected..." In my head I was like well of course I don't tell you those kinds of things because you always overreact and overanalyze everything. Well this song was born from that. Now I realize that she was just worried about me, but first I really needed to vent through songwriting. And yes my mom is a therapist.

Here's the link if you want to hear the song on youtube, just maybe...

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namtab3's avatar
good morning!! just wanted to say thanks again for your input on recording on the comp.& internet. it was really helpful. i'm almost ready to set up my page at "my space "