technoheart1

I like to travel inside my dreams To places I'll most likely never see And being people I'll most likely never be But are these dreams truly mine? Or do they come from society? What I really want to know Is what will make me happy Sometimes I wonder If I lived all alone In a house by the sea And did not have expectations Would I be happier? Would I still have dreams That taunt me? That taunt me? I like to pretend I'm famous, in magazines Walking down the red carpet from a limosine And preparing an award-recieving speech But somehow I kinda feel guilty Am I doing this for myself? Or is my motive to impress someone else?

I tried to love the world But the world don't love me I've been rejected Thrown on the streets I don't know what's real anymore Everyone is fake Hiding behind the mask Covering their hate I thought I knew them But I was so wrong I tried to love them But something felt wrong Please stop! I'm done with this game! Why don't you come out of your cave? You're all hiding in the dark With your secrets and your lies When I'm in the light I've got nothing to hide I have to tell the truth None of you are perfect We are all human Everyone's defective With that common truth You don't have to be ashamed Just look around Shine a l

2 days and 45 seconds still crying the way you last saw me what on earth is happening to me I think I'm going insane I-T-S O-V-R the text message I read in my car at first i couldn't believe but the evidence was right there in front on me then I saw you walking down the street with a girl who wasn't me don't you feel the least guilty it was the same day you broke up with me what do you, what do you think you're doing wish you'd come, wish you'd come come back to me but I guess, in the end, it's better off this way did you know, did you know how this would affect me? with a girl, with a girl the same day you left me? so s

Monday Forgot my key Then it's Tuesday Scraped my knee Next it's Wednesday Wish I was free but it seems the world's hovering over me And I'm tired of hearing the ring of that phone Wanna listen to my music Just leave me alone Cause when it's the end of a really long day I grab my ipod and I push play Thursday No time for lunch Then it's Friday I'm in a rush Hope that someday I'll be able to find A place to relax, to clear my mind I'm tired of hearing the ring of that phone Wanna listen to my music Just leave me alone Cause when it's the end of a really long day I grab my ipod and I push play Ooooooooh Don't wanna hear

Holdin on But I'm losing grip I'm trying to be strong But I'm feeling sick And everything's wrong The airs been thick Since you've been gone Why does it rain More and more? And why does the pain grow and grow? I'm trying to stay sane But things are not like before Since you've been gone And I'm afraid That you'll just fade away Like some forgotten dream Don't want to forget anything You said you would Be with me forever Even though that was a lie Don't leave me behind No matter what you do I'll be waiting for you In this pouring rain Please don't leave me alone Can't face this storm on my own The lightning strikes

You broke my heart a million and one times You think I would’ve moved on I even tried to not think about you But I failed as the days dragged on by This love is clouding my head I think I’ve lost my mind Its true I think I’m under your spell yeah this love is making me blind Need someone to pull me out from under the water Slap some sense into me Cuz I’ve been hurt too many times before this love ain’t good for me I tried and tried to get your attention I laughed the loudest, smiled your way I even put my number in your yearbook But no response came any day that summer, that summer, that summer

Now that I look back on it I can’t believe That I was that into it Just wish you’d leave You think you’re so cool By ignoring me I feel like a fool And its killing me Do you know how messed up I’ve become Staying up late at night Thinking you were the one What happened to the guy I thought I knew He seemed so nice at first but it’s not true Looks in your eyes and tells you he loves you Then pushes you down Stomps your heart to the ground Do you think I’m stupid Well that’s not true I’m pretty sophisticated No thanks to you Time and time again You’ve left me in the cold Said

Will you catch me if I fall? cuz if I'm not with you, I’m nothing at all Im still unsure of what to do do you need me as much as I need you? will this turn out to be true? or will I be stuck in my room thinking of all we could be wish you'd see I need you have to breathe in the end am I just waiting? You don’t know how much I need you don't think I can get enough i'm hopelessly in love Do you care for me at all? Or have I been just staring at the wall Daydreaming about me and you For these past few days, I hoped and hoped you’d feel the same way too Will this turn out to be true? or will I be stuck in my ro

You always overreact to everything And now you ask me why I don't tell you anything I keep everything inside My friends tell me I'm lucky my mom is a therapist But they don't know the half of it So tired of her messing in my business I've just learned to be independent Just because I don't talk about boys Doesn't mean I'm gay It's just like you to overcomplicate everything I've always told you I want to be a medical doctor When in reality, I want to be a singer But I know You'd ring my neck If I ever ever ever told you that So do you understand why I can't tell you anything You'd be better off not knowing I know you can ne

hidden away, inside myself not knowing it, but calling for help and its hard to see its hard to see you when all of your lies have covered the truth cuz i was never told, i was never told, that the world could be, it could be so cold and i walk away, tryin to forget everything, and its all your fault i want to know what happened to me because before this i was much more happy and im so confused don't know what to do cuz theres a part of me thats still in love with you cuz i was never told, i was never told, that the world could be, it could be so cold and i walk away, tryin to forget everything, and its all your fault